My life concept may sound complicated, but its quiet clear. I want to have sex and I need to have a love(r). After many years of experimenting and trying, I found out, that it cant be the same person. Why? Did you ever tried to have a romantic dinner after heavy whipping? Did you tried to have really rough sex after kissing? Its just too hard to hurt the person you love...

So I decided to get a slave. Full time slave, with limited rights, a plaything, which loves to be used, abused, being kept in bondage for hours or days, waiting for just another pervy idea. And of course, to do house chores as cleaning, cooking, washing... That "thing" cant expect my love. Sure, there is a sort of love as you can read here at my page, but its not - and never will be 50/50 life... I had that boy already.

But then, I found out, that there is a little problem. How can I have long-term few days nonstop bondage session, when I want to have some chores at home done? And how to motivate that thing to get/want more? How to push it easily over limits? Solution is clear. To get second boy! Yes, I am not kidding, I want two "things". Why not, if I can have more pairs of boots, why not to have two guys? At first, each boy is different, so I can experience more, and at second, it will definitely help me not to get softer, not to easy the play. Decision was made, and even life schedule planned. during the workdays I will have one boy heavily bound and kept stored to keep me horny (yeah, I DO live it!), while the second one will "freely" serve. Freedom in that case means chastitized, locked in gear, gagged or not, masked or not... (my standards of freedom are just slightly pushed somewhere else, mostly guys call THAT bondage ;) ).  During the weekend I will have free the boy, which will act better, serve better, ... sure, sometimes I will have bound both, sometimes free both, but that will be only for special occasions.

  Why that? Imagine the bound one... No idea how "the second one" is acting, what he is doing, which tasks are done and how... while stored thinking how to be better to be allowed to travel with me, to be shown in pubs, used... And not being stored. Imagine the free one, seeing locked box, knowing that there is a boy, without any touch, without possibility to leave, who know how layered, additionally punished by electro, plugs, gag, recycling,.. Knowing that it may be the storage place for him for the weekend...

of course its pervy and rough, but did I say I am offering easy life? ;) yes, the boys will meet only couple times a year, as I will lock the first, and only after that release the second one, I will not allow them to communicate, and they will start to push themselves over their limits. It will be sort of race, who is stronger, better, faster, can stand more....

so now slaves, second place is ready for you ;)

but then... I still need a lover. Someone to share the life with, someone to help me to make decisions, someone to sleep with at the bed... Equal partner.

there are just 3 basic things which he has to accept.

1. I own slaves (and a dog), and he has to be able to give a command. Be able to take the responsibility. Its not easy, trust me. And of course, get used to be served.

2. I am strong fetishist. Some sort of fetish I need to wear daily. Leather, rubber, uniform, sometimes sleeping in boots, getting smelly,.... I don’t want to push my men to do it also, but he has to be able to accept that. As well, as I will accept any his fetish, doesn’t matter how strange it is. If he push me to do his, I will push him to do mine. equal. Of course, slaves will accept both, its out of questions.

3. Accept, that I do switch sometimes. it means, that - without slaves - I like to get bound (preferable by my man), gagged, try new positions, get the feeling how severe it is... I need to know it, cant be good Top without that. And yeah, I like it ;) if my lover wants to get bound too, or has other needs, I can give it. And if I cant, I am ok to "share" him. Means that open relationship with strong responsibility  feelings about "family" is ok to me ;)

So.. 4 people in one house? Yes!

And still, all that doesn’t mean that we will not play with others!